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It has been two years, or maybe more. How are you guys? Well, I sincerely hope you are doing fine. My life has been full of many things. I haven't drawn anything since years ago. I sincerely hope the people waiting for my commission a long time ago not really that angry. Cause, I don't really know what to do now. It's like I lost my old self....

Anyway, never mind that. I really hope you guys can welcome me again. I know a very few deviant member here, and I hope to see their art again. Thank you and, have a nice day! Looking forward to chat with you guys!
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Okay, hello to everyone. I usually put up topics in different section a long time ago. This is my first topic in "Help with Life".

First of all, I sincerely in need of suggestions. About what to do in a situation like this. My life has been a monotone for the couple of years. I never draw anymore. I really miss it. I haven't improve myself since I last logged in here. I am now work as a laborer, which is suck. Extra physical work with, of course, low payment. Now I have to let my Mother live with me, the very irresponsible woman who gave birth to me only to see me as a money-maker not a son. I feel like, people are living their lives just as they want to. But why can't I? People do what they love and many even live from it. Why can't I? I haven't drawn anything at all since a couple of years which means, I'm as good as a garbage with no skill at all....no talent...

I only ask to the good people of dA here. What do you do in this kind of situation? What do you think? Thank you so much for people who are willing to pay attention. Please no harsh comment or anything offensive, I'm in need of help with life, like literally...

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It has been two years, or maybe more. How are you guys? Well, I sincerely hope you are doing fine. My life has been full of many things. I haven't drawn anything since years ago. I sincerely hope the people waiting for my commission a long time ago not really that angry. Cause, I don't really know what to do now. It's like I lost my old self....

Anyway, never mind that. I really hope you guys can welcome me again. I know a very few deviant member here, and I hope to see their art again. Thank you and, have a nice day! Looking forward to chat with you guys!
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Rendy Ruban
Artist | Student | Varied
Indonesia
--- Name ---
Rendy Ruban.

--- Current Residence ---
Indonesia.

--- Age ---
20 Years Old.

--- Hobby ---
Drawing, Listening to Musics, Goof off, Joking, Usually go outside, Kinda flirt to girls (Depend on how pretty they are:iconpervplz::), and Taekwondo.

--- Favorites/Interests ---
Video Games, Draws, and Historical/Mythology things.

--- About me ---
Math Skills : -1000% (I don't even know how to Allocate).
Laziness : 97%
Diligent : 30%
Drawing Skill : 56%
Ideas : 70%
Breakdance : 52%

--- Working together with ---
:icongilster262::icondeadmen23-3::iconnikly::iconjyuseu:

--- Best Wallpaper Makers ---
:iconsenzune:

--- Influences ---
:iconririkuto::iconmazjojo::iconzerudez:
:iconkio-kio::iconkeh-ven::iconyuumei:
:iconannria2002::icongenzoman:

--- Real Life's friend ---
Currently : N/A

--- PLZ Account ---
:iconimcool--plz::iconheartbroke--plz::iconhuhemote--plz::iconthanksfordonating:

--- Other sites that I appear on ---
Facebook : www.facebook.com/profile.php?i…
Twitter : twitter.com/Rendy_Ruban
tumblr : ghosteraser.tumblr.com/

- Satoshi444 of DA -

"Never let anyone stop you from reaching out your goals to make your dreams come true"

- Rendy Ruban -
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scott910 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
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gilster262 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:cake::party:HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!:party::cake:
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scott910 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday
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NIkly Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014
Welcome back! :hug:
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Satoshi444 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you Nik! How are you? I missed your arts.
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